Nonsense Speaker

 One by one, I destroyed,
these crammed emotions
The smile I created
bore hateful tears.

I gulped down my scars
I won't say they hurt
If that's true, it's because
you didn't notice them.

Your words kill me.
You don't know about my heart.
The extinguished light does not burn.
"I" created "me" with "lies"

If you're not here tomorrow
I'll be fine with that
But if you're still here
my wounds, my wounds won't ever heal

Like always, deep inside my heart
a smiling you is unforgivable
It's not easy to say it "hurts"
"I", like a "buffoon"
laugh and laugh

Me disappearing now was just a lie, a lie

You're words kill me
That's unforgivable
and so is this type of me
If you're fine with that, kill me
Because "I" created "me" with "lies"